Why do you have to be Trans?

Can't you just be a lesbian?

Do you think you're a guy?


I didn't sign up for this....


Monday, May 14, 2012

Fuck...


                                                                    Fuck I think I’m falling in love.

                What is love? Is it that fuzzy feeling I get every time I see your name? Or that tingle down my spine every time someone asks me how you are? Could love be that stupid grin I get when you say my name? I honestly don’t think I know what real love is. I’ve spent too many years faking my emotions that I’m not entirely sure as to what this might be.  
                This online thing is so confusing me to me. Sometimes I feel like I’m getting played and others I feel like I could be perfectly happily being your man for as long as you’d have me. You honestly scare the shit out of me. I don’t want to be a game or a test for you but sometimes you make me feel like as long as I can have a little bit of you I wouldn’t mind what you did to me.
                Being in an online romance I feel stupid sometimes for how my heart races because of you but there are other times when it just doesn’t matter to me. You make me feel like I can be someone important. I guess what I’m saying is in July I may not be able to let you go. 

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