Can I get a do-over?

                                   Can I get a do-over? The little Trans boy would pray every night.

                                                Can I get a do-over? I would pray every night.

I’ve always thought that God made a mistake when he made me. I thought he made a mistake when he let me live even though my life would be this. God made a mistake when he made me. I was raised that God does all things well. If that is the case then I must be the exception to the rule or my life is just one big joke for God.

 I am a Transgendered individual. I am 23 years of age and I am just accepting my life for the past couple years. The concept of this blog is probably way over done by every other transgendered person that’s ever blogged but for me this is a therapy of sorts. Just like it’s probably therapy for others.

 I’m not sure where to start so maybe from the beginning? In 1988 a woman gave birth to a blonde little girl. Okay, so maybe not that far. How about just jumping to the interesting bits?  Interesting bit number one is that I’ve been dumped three times for being transgendered. While we all go through it I just find it so interesting that people say they love you but in the end they just end up hurting you.

I don’t like bringing up drama so no names will be given nor will any incriminating details just bits here and there. I will say all three girls knew that I was Trans at least after the first month or so after we started dating. It’s not like we were together for years and I just sprung it on them.  They all knew my secret and stayed with me for a good while but in the end they just couldn’t deal and left. That’s fine now but at the time I was truly hurt. Now I only wish them well and hope they are happy.

This is all just a rambling mess but the first blog is always the pointless post right? The posts from here on out will be better from this point on I promise and maybe even make sense.